I've had many injuries but a torn ACL is not one of them. However, I've had many friends on both the men's and women's lacrosse teams tear their ACLs. From my many conversations with them as well as my own experience with injuries and surgery I can understand the pain now. That will subside, though there may be lingering pain depending on how well you heal...it won't be as bad as it is now. Rehab will also be painful but no matter what DO NOT cheat and be sure to do all of it when the time comes, it'll pay off if you work hard and do it completely. Do not get discouraged either, it may take longer than expected to heal but that's just the way the human body is, continue doing what the doc tells you and you'll get through it!