I saw your post when you first put it up, and have wanted to add my two cents, but now is my first real chance to do so.
Like all the other guys here, I had my good and bad times growing up. But I got past the bad ones and put them behind me. There have been lots of tales related here and plenty of good advice here written down. To all that I have read I will add this- you said life is unfair, and I will say 'yes it is'. There was a saying we used to have in the Army. "Embrace the suck". Things will be hard in life at times, and you will have to learn to cope. I would suggeast that you grow some thicker skin towards the words of the dumbos. You do not need their approval in life. And unless your dream is to become a professional athlete, who really cares about how well you play a particular sport. There are plenty of sports out there, solo and team, that offer plenty of enjoyment once you find those you have a knack for. Do not turn to self destructive behaviors like drugs to do that. Bad times pass, they always do. Like many guys here have related, find things you can do, and learn to master them. You will gain your own satisfaction there, no matter what it is. Thru the internet and social media, I bet you will find like minded people of your own age range who can help you thru the rough times in life. You're lucky to have the good freinds that you mentioned.
Tomorrow is a new day. Do not dwell on yesterday's bad events and have it drag down your today.
F is for FIRE, That burns down the whole town!
U is for URANIUM... BOMBS!
N is for NO SURVIVORS...
- Plankton
LSM