Thank you all, I just felt compelled to share here in the forum and if mods bounce it so be it.. All of your replies have not gone unnoticed and again thank you so much.. Who so ever would come to the Lord please do it now, we have no idea how short a time we may have left. As my pastor friend and I say so often " have you ever noticed on a birth certificate there is one date, no line there for an expiration date but we all have one". Man, Dawn went quick, praise God she knows Him. He just plain and simply took her home. I celebrate that because I knew her detination and knew our hearts for ministry and whole purpose is to go home. Her life was a living testemony. Course, in our flesh and hearts, myself and adult children, relatives and closest friends suffer seemingly in waves. We are designed to mourn. But in our spirits we know where she is, this life is so short even if we live to be 100yo it's but a mere flash in eternity.
God bless you all today. I'm able to begin functioning. Got to the bank to change some account access etc, did laundry.Was wiped out by noon time, my daughter came by and folded the laundry. She brought lazagna that was to be finished cooking and I have that in the oven now ( it's actually making me hungry lol ). My son is coming by today, he is unsaved and I witnessed to him earlier in the week. He now wants to talk, which is amazing. So well, thanks again I have to go tend to this lazagna !