Sorry that you have to give up the hobby that you love,sometimes decisions have to be made about how we spend our incomes all the time.I don't Golf anymore,the fees and time investment become too much.
Unless your totally put off,there are still some cheaper options like model show vendors,flea markets garage sales.Still some cheaper Revell and Monogram options still out there.
Hopefully you can work something out to keep building.
I'm not really prolific,and I still have 40 kit stash so I'll ride it out,maybe buy a new release here a day there.