jbrady
Bish: Please take me off this build. If I continue with the P-51 I'm working on I'm going to go nuts. I honestly think this whole modeling thing was a mistake.
That's tough to hear. I really hope you decide to stay. Your Razorback came out great. Fantasically great for a first kit.
I came across something a few months back that talked about meditation. There's the whole eastern meditation where, extremely broadly speaking, the goal is to concentrate on nothing. But this also mentioned "western" meditation, and described it as intense focus on a single problem. Speaking personally, it's a big part of why I came back to modeling. It allows me to concentrate, for a bit each night, on something that's not work, or the kids, or the wife wanting to move and get a bigger yard, or any of life's other stresses.
Whenever I start getting stressed out about a kit I'm working on - and believe me, I'm awful about it - it's usually because I'm trying to rush things. I want to get on to paint, or on to weathering, or the next, and it ends in disaster. That's when I spill medium CA on a 90% finished model. Or when I set another in a stupid place and watch in horror as the dog accidentally destroys it.
But...when I can remind myself that this hobby is about decompressing, not stressing myself out further, just reaffirming that makes it easy to lean back and let go a bit. Not sure if it'll help - but I know it helps bring me back down and either find the wherewithal to push on, or the put the trouble kit aside to work on something else.
Sounds like the P-51 family has gotten into your head a bit. If I may...try something else. Either another plane, another type of finish (do a NMF Razorback or an all-black Mosquito night-fighter...), maybe another genre of kit altogether. I've found armor is kind of a welcome change of pace, and there's nowhere near as much masking or seam work....and kits like Shermans or gray or dunkelgelb Panzers are a snap to paint.
Sorry to get all long winded - just...hope you stick with it. It's been a pleasure having you on board and I hope to see more of your builds in the future!
On the Bench: 1/32 Trumpeter P-47 | 1/32 Hasegawa Bf 109G | 1/144 Eduard MiG-21MF x2
On Deck: 1/350 HMS Dreadnought
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