Welcome, Photo-mack
I just finished my first kit in about 30 years for the Weekend Group Build. RAF Hurricane 34th Squadron in India, 1944.
Yes, I tended to focus on the imperfections (lifting paint, paint leaking under masks, torn decals and a mess of a canopy) but I always took a small break, a deep breath, and tried to figure out what went wrong and how to best fix it so I could finish in 48 hours. I quickly learned what worked and what didn't. What I could do and what I need to work on (or around). The biggest thing was just having fun and remembering there was always tomorrow and the next kit.
If you ask me, most of the modelers on this forum seem like they're pros. They all make some really awesome builds whatever their subject. But when you read enough posts and start to recognize some of the names you'll see them struggle as well. Sometimes they win. Sometimes they fail. We all have a Shelf of Doom.
We're all creative souls and we're all human. So we're all going to have some home runs and some strike outs. Concentrate on the stuff you do well and build on that. That's what I've learned here on the forums.
Can't wait to see your builds.