Armor 2.0,
Even in the context of "Ready Room", this is a hobby forum, not a therapy session.
It's ok to post about live's challenges, and it seems like in the last month or so for you it's been divorce, bankruptcy, homelessness, unemployment, a difficult relative, and difficult models.
That's all understandable, and you have recieved a lot of props from folks.
But it's not a good thing to challenge people's responses to your comments. That leads to arguments and flame wars.
Deleting ones own posts is also a sign of a need to control the "send" button a little.