Hang in there, TB! We're here for you, and happy to support you. I see the above offer re: pics, so I won't chime in there, but I can empathize with your situation. Not the same, but I also have issues where, on occasion, I cannot focus my eyesight sometimes for hours, and it drives me up the wall! Perhaps a little of that Jack in the coffee/sippy cup to take the edge off, sit outside and watch birds. :)
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P.S. I sense a theme these days...was reminded last night that after our first was born, my wife was given a book called, "Sippy Cups are not for Chardonnay." It came up because she's gone as a chaperone on an overnight field trip with my son and his 8th grade class and he suggested perhaps she should put some wine in one of those spill-proof cups to bring on the bus...