The answer is yes, I do feel that I don't even come close to
them.
The models you see in GSM are often award
winning. They are the best of the best. Most of the
builders are VVVVEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYY experienced and there is
no shame in not matching their performance level. Every day you
drive a car, but when you see World Cup Rallye on TV you don't feel
shame for your driving skills. This is a hobby, its natural to
want to do well at what you do, but if you don't feel that you do as
well as those folks it shouldn't bother you. Enjoy building and
painting; as in all things, be proud when you do YOUR best. After
1.5 years of serious building, I still SUCKED HARD.
If the
things you build look remotely real you are ahead of the curve.
Alot of the models you see in GSM took longer to build than you have
been serious about building. My advice is to not let it
discourage you. Be inspired by it.