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Don't be ashamed of a bad finish. No one has first models that look outstanding. You have to learn somewhere. And, as long as you had fun doing it, who cares what it looks like in the end, you can allways improve later on.
Good to see that you're working in a smaller scale. Unfortunately, 1/35 is a fairly large scale, and doing brush finishes on something like that will take many many layers to look good. So a smaller scale is definitely the way to go if you do not have an airbrush. You can get one eventually, but it's not neccessary right off the start. i didn't get one for about 10 years of modelling.
Anywhoo, one of the most important things in all models is a wash and drybrush. If you do nothing else, do that, as it will bring out the details that are moulded into the kit.
Good luck, and have fun