I know the feeling! After not being in the hobby for many years,
my early efforts were not that wonderful. With the help of fellow
modelers and alot more time at the bench, I starting to see some good
results. Great build,
I look forward to seeing your future
kits. It's all part of the hobby, improving the skills.
Don't worry about keeping us happy, you are the one who did the work,
enjoy your success!