Doing a scratch-build- a few things on my mind (or at least what's left of my mind)- a brief tirade
I have the opportunity that I have wanted for decades- to build the largest scratch-build I have ever done. Doesn't sound hard, does it? Just get down and do it! Well, it's not as easy as it may seem.
Maybe it'sbecause I wanted to do it as a kid, and now I'm an adult. Maybe it's because when I talk about it and others hear, sometimes they literally take an attitude of disgust. Disgust? Whoa partner! That's a bit TOO weird for me!
My scratch-build really isn't anything simple. We're talking 16' long. Well, 15' 7-3/4" long, to be precise. Once I get it done, this baby will be so sweet! Or so I hope. I am looking at an awful lot of work here. Doing a scratch-build really is something I enjoy. Or enjoyed, if you prefer the past tense. Because back then I had nothing to use for a model. Maybe a pic or two. Largely my imagination. And the ability to improvise.
Catwalks on a freighter? Office staples flattened out (it was a small ship, 6-1/2" long but scaled to 715') . The hull? Balsa wood at first for the freighter and a liner, then I graduated to using harder woods. Survey stakes & lathe. Scrap plywood. Scrap wood in general. Plywood is good, but it sucks when rasping it. I prefer 1x6for scrap. 1x6 is great, overall. You see, when I make these models, I really do prefer something that not only looks good on the desk, but actually looks real and capable in the water. So now I have to consider the ballast. Securing the layers of 1x6 without changing weight distribution really isn't a concern, because I still gotta have ballast. But I won't use just glue or metal screws. Dowels. Drill holes and tap them in. Ballast? Hey, I'm a gold panning fool! Black sand is free and it works great!
Well.... in my quest to get materials, some of which I must hunt extensivley for, people ask "why". Why? Why ask why? Why not! The looks I get, under normal circumstances would be grounds for a bare knuckle fight! Let's see here.... people work on old cars. Old motorcycles. There's a fella down the street that has dumped over ten grand into a marble statue he's carving. He has the skills, and now that he has everything (you should have seen the truck they brought the rock in!) . Nothing wrong with that, but somehow having my "dream boat" is wrong? Stupid? If anyone doesn't understand, it is clearly me. So what if I end up with a battleship! I've heard the argument before- it'll scare people. All I can say is if it scares anyone THEY need valium, and an awful lot of it! My God! It's 16 feet long! Ok, ok. I thought about getting some kind of a space-age setup to zap sketters, but the range sucks and the voltage required rules out using my boat as the genny itself would be at least 1,200 pounds and the boat has a limit of 770 pounds.
But then, I may decide on a freighter. I like that idea. More peaceful, more potential, less intricate detail, but I can't say it's be more fun. Or a CG. I have one selected for the details, got the pics of a perfect model, it's a very unique sip. 575' long, makes mine about 1/35 scale. So a person would likely be around 2" tall. Actually, that's not such a bad idea. It opens up the scale market for part, considerably. Model train stuff can be compatible, with some work.
Lots of ideas. But as I gather materials, I keep asking myself, why. I enjoy it, but I have literally gotten enough flak for "building a toy" and not "knowing how to grow up", I'm not sure if I really have the desire anymore.
But then, I also recognize I could also be too tired right now to really think clearly about this. The flak hasn't been everyday, or extensive. But it seems like I have no tolerance for it. That's a strange kind of wierd.