My sympathy to you and your mother. We have experienced the same situation in my family- it suc-stinks.
As to your disillusionment, please re think that. You have accomplished a great deal already. Then to go away to "...get some better skills..." is silly, as your already years ahead of most of us, assemblers.
Besides as you finish this thing your skills will have improved. See simples!
Now get to work and post more pictures !