Prof. Tilly, I'm sorry to hear about the ordeal you have been through and are still enduring. I don't check this board every day and didn't find out until just today that you have been ill. I can relate to what you are going through to some degree. About 2 1/2 years ago I shattered the two bones in my lower left leg (tibia & fibula). Literally crushed them and to add insult to injury, jammed the entire mess about 4 inches up behind my left knee. Two surgeries, months of recovery, first in a wheel chair, then on a walker and finally on a cane, accompanied by months of painful physical therapy. But, I hung in there, did what my doctors and therapists told me to do, and now I am able to walk with only a barely noticeable limp unless I'm really tired, in which case the limp becomes more noticeable.
It can be really hard when you are in the midst of dealing with a catastrophic injury or illness to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I had some periods of real depression during my recovery. So, hang in there, try to keep a positive attitude and by all means, lean on your friends, including your friends here. That is truly what friends are for. I think one of the most important things is to avoid the depression that can come with the feeling that what you are going through will never end! Believe me, it will. Try to make yourself do things you enjoy, get to the bench if you can, read books you enjoy. Do whatever it takes to keep the Black Dog at bay.
I'll be thinking of you, as I'm sure many of us will. Keep us up to date about your recovery and may it be speedy and uneventful!
Bob
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