Welcome back to the hobby.
My advice is,, don't think of it as a competition,,, we are here to have fun,,, there is always going to be someone out there that surpasses what we think is "the best"..... That should not be the focus,,, remember, it is a hobby.
Start with an easy build,, get your glueing, painting, finishing juices tuned up. Move on from there...
Most important,,, have FUN
Bill