Hello and Saipanvet! I understand your concern about the non-skid color. I've seen it freshly applied when it looks like a new asphalt road.....then age and weathering turns it to a color that isn't really black, nor is it really gray!
I'm sure you've visited the SHIP forum.....many knowledgeable people there.
Don't get down on yourself because of a model that seems silly now! How else does one learn? I have been back to modeling for 6 months after a 25 year layoff! Have not completed a build and have stripped paint from 2 models!
Getting back into it IS somewhat like climbing on a bicycle.....except the training wheels get in the way sometimes!
Oh!....and say 'HI' to Wyoroy who answered above.........he's somewhat sporadic with posting as he recently moved.....but overall....a good egg!