John,
My condolences to you and yours.
As for being active, you've been an integral part of the GB--the first one in if I remember correctly! You've been here exactly as much as you needed to be.
I'm no expert, but I think the clear doped linen is looking pretty good. I think we're all starting to line up on the glide path. I'm sure Aaron will post soon with a pic of his clear blue. It's looking very cool.